Whats up OR Watsapp

This is not a personal blog, a very few people know me personally. I would say around 12...well maybe 15 if I must take a whole number. I had discontinued what I loved the most. Well they say that the pen is mightier than the sword, I say…when people are blurting their opinions everywhere one more would not count and who am I kidding, swords? We have people killing their own kind in places of worship and live streaming it on social media. Therefore, it’s all very upsetting and deeply inacceptable.

Indian elections are near, and the esteemed citizens of India must decide who will rule their country. I mean, we cannot make mistakes like other countries and then repent for a very long time on the decisions of the ruling party. We make the ruling party, isn’t that enough, so liberating? But let’s see what are we doing about it? Of course, we are sharing memes and vines on social media specially the abuse of communication. We have this basic requirement which is WhatsApp which takes most of our precious time, by forwarding crap and making sure those poor ones with a lesser memory card have to clean it every second day. Those silent groups, festival messages and oh what the hell messages. Apps like tik tok or dubsmash or the world-famous games suck our energy. Where do we express our anger and happiness? We type it! Where do we bitch about people? On groups who don’t have the same person for sure, it’s very entertaining isn’t it? What is wrong with our language? Nothing much, just words and abbreviations are getting shorter with hashtags. Oh that’s “adorbs”, “FOMO”,”OOTD”,”slay”,”savage”, I personally do not have a problem with any of this, its just the generation gap that bothers me all the time. I feel in the next 15 years there would be a whole other language that I would have to learn in order to converse with my children. My other concerns are lesser phone calls and more watsapping, do you know that a WhatsApp document is now taken as a court proof and if someone has to be summoned, he/she could be summoned via WhatsApp? STRANGE, I feel this is because of the usability of the mode that people are indeed saying, ok whatever its cheap and atleast it wouldn’t go unread, for you become inattentive or impolite if those two blue ticks are not seen by the other person. ENOUGH I say, Enough of this and lets start living like our parents and grand parents did without technology “for just a while”

So lets see what changes ca we bring to have “more time” which can be better “utilized” for binge watching or connecting with people.

1.       Start calling relatives/ family/ friends more often

2.       Try to have a more refined vocabulary than cutting short existing words

3.       Start playing real games – outdoor games not PUBG in a park

4.       If the world wont change by political leaders, YOU take an initiative (don’t pee on the roads, litter or stop someone spit on the roads, educate children who cannot study, stop giving bribe, try to make your neighborhood safer and cleaner)

5.       Vent your emotions out to friends and family (not colleagues, no one cares)

6.       Invest your talent in a hobby, it helps channelize one’s energies

7.       Have one day every week, start by one day a week as a digital detox where you just receive phone calls and do not read messages/ emails/ facebook/ twitter/ Instagram handles. Explore a new place without going to Zomato or visit the one which you always like, watch a film by not reading the IMDB rating or the rotten tomatoes reading and have your own perspective to it. Read a book by not going to GoodReads, choose one from the book shop and not a recommended one. Connect with yourself one day a week.

After Interval

Thinking to write again...has been a year!
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The Bread Owner

And sometimes the day just goes by...

Thinks, “Is this exactly the way I shall die?”

Morning, Cereal, Traffic, work, Brunch,

Grapevine, pending emails and lunch!

More work with coffee, rush home and eat,

Polish shoes and take out clothes so neat!

This shall go on and on until one retires,

Medicines, grandchildren, till one expires.

My lady says “It’s called “Being No More”,

I wonder “Is this life worth it, am I sure?”

Where are those moments and memories?

Those weekends, Ludo scores in their diaries.

Spend time with them, just not by making money,

With mobile and laptops, life shall just pass honey!

My soul will be lost if I don’t do anything worthwhile,

Those first words, lost romance, taking an extra mile!

Did I spend my whole life worrying about everything?

That promotion, big car, house and money by the blink…

Every New Year, a resolution to spend time at home,

Ask someone who lost is dear ones and is all alone.

Oh Bread Owner, give them your precious time today,

The cost of your little one’s smile, will be too much to pay!

The Trial

There was once a girl named, well you can call her Taloola (because that’s a very fancy name but has to be taken very seriously since she’s the main character here) Taloola was a very polite, fragile and an introvert girl. When Taloola was 3, she liked being under beds, tables and benches and used to enjoy solitude. When Taloola was 8, she went to the temple with her father who was very noble, kind, was working in a bank and was also known for his wisdom and high character in the neighbourhood. Outside the temple, Taloola saw a huge queue of crippled and disabled men and women who were begging for Prasad and money. She suddenly asked her father – “Papa when I am young, can I marry one of these men? Who would marry them? I will marry a disabled man and take care of him”

Taloola’s father looked at her and said “My little princess, you are getting the best of education, you have the best of everything so you should also aim for getting the best in your life partner. One does not marry for feeling pity or out of sympathy or money, one marries for respect, love and companionship. Help one another and be kind but not at your own cost.” Taloola thought her father was being protective about her and was not saying the right thing at that time…

Years passed and Taloola became a successful lawyer. She was good looking, an extrovert, people loved her and would come from all over the city to talk to her. She would win cases and get laurels from people and her bosses at work. She was popular for all good reasons and was ruling her age, looks, carrier and her love life was blossoming, she wanted to be single at the moment because of her work commitments and travel but had big plans for marriage and life after marriage.

One day as Taloola was fighting a murder case for a woman, she put her heart and soul in the case but lost the case and the criminal was fled free. She was also humiliated in the court by a senior lawyer. No one had ever insulted her before. The criminal who fled free, threatened her openly inside the court and blackmailed her for murdering her beloved family and raping her younger sister. After the trial, she looked at a corner and started crying profusely. She tried taking help from her seniors but they were either busy or did not want to put their feet in dirt as the criminal was very notorious and dangerous. Taloola felt helpless, in some time she decided to leave her law practice, she stopped eating properly, seldom took calls from her family and would always hold herself responsible for everything wrong that happened around her. One day Talloolas mother called her up at 3 am to inform her that her father was no more, he got a heart stroke and died on the spot. Taloola was dumb struck and strated crying profusely. Her condition worsened now, she would cry for hours. She was so depressed that she wanted to die, the doctors couldn’t make her eat. Her personality changed, she would again like solitude and wouldn’t talk to people, and she started looking weak and started avoiding her family, relatives and friends.

One night Taloola dreamt that she was young again and was talking to her father, her father said “hi princess? Remember you wanted to marry a disabled man when you were young? And I told you to get the best since you are the best??” Taloola nodded in her sleep.  “Life is tough for people who have acquired diseases and are disabled or are born with them, but look at you my darling! You have lovely hands, feet, a perfect body and a healthy brain, you’re privileged my child, make the most of it. Value yourself and your body and take care of it. We have to be strong and balanced in life. Life moves on, it never stops. It can be like a gamble sometimes because we don’t know what next is in store for us, it’s exciting when we win and take chances. We give our best every time but failure is natural and in case we do not succeed, think of other options, move on, and have a plan B, because there’s only one life that we have, make that memorable J”

Taloola slept for hours that day, it was like a message from God that enlightened her. Next morning Taloola got up with full zeal and the first thing that she did was to have breakfast, it was like she was hungry since ages. She went to work and faced the world. Day one was not bad she realized. She applied for self defence classes in the evening and started calling her family often. She fought for justice and all the cases she lost she made sure she learnt from each one of them. She tried not to repeat her mistakes and was back being the most awesome person she was.

Your 3 G's!

So, there are mainly two kind of people. One, who console and convince. The second, who sob and serve. You don’t want to be the third and the worst, the ones who sob and convince (the blackmailers who lack, well…a soul) But we are certainly not talking about them today.

The New Year is not new anymore! Did we take extended and carried forward resolutions all over again? Or are we thinking about changing ourselves all together! Just ponder over changing the basic you, well...somethings really go unexplained like unfavorable situations which force you to change certain habits of yours. But the elementary you always remains the same.

My today’s post is about the choices we make. The choices which do not make everyone contented. The choices which unquestionably make us guilty all the time and the choices which make us stand between a very thin line of responsibilities or errands and contentment. Not able to get me? Get up and call up a lady, who just became a mother a few months back and ask her about latest movies, favorite cuisines or how does wine taste? She sure will whiplash you with a burning rod! If not, she can be bowed upon or worshiped! 

Life is all about our permutations and combinations of choices we make, others are prejudiced by circumstances, opportunities, growth, in the well-being of others etc

So between getting excellent marks in every test, unit test, primary exam, secondary exam, final exams, pre-boards, boards, CAT, MAT, PMT, MBBS, CA and other humongous degrees, to getting a good college, passing all semesters with flying colors, studying for post-graduation, getting 8 pointers and above in all semesters, in all subjects, to applying for jobs, getting a campus placement, a good package, a good job in a good company, a good work environment, to getting a compatible life partner, adjusting and compromising in the family, having a kid, having another kid, getting them a good nursery, a good play school, a good school, a good college, a good life partner……LIFE  will just pass by. Not to forget a masters in other basic skills like cooking, washing clothes and utensils, cleaning everything and etiquette which teach you how to speak and eat and sit like a girl (if you’re a girl) and cricket, getting extra marks to get a “good” college to “earn”, learning how to drive and casual drinking (if you’re a boy).

We have to change, seriously we have to change! How do we change?

The whole concept of “Good”, “Guilt”, and “Greatness” has to go away! Lets see how -

Good – Who defines good? Define it yourself and make sure that your good is as good to make the world jealous of you. Set your own standards of good to be the best.

Guilt – Guilt does wonders to criminals, to the rest of us, live for yourself!

Greatness – Never publish a good deed. If you take a one fourth of your income and give it to the poor, do not – take photos and Instagram or update Facebook posts and change your profile as a social worker on Linkedin. Enjoy charity and a good deed "yourself" by being selfless about it.

Now the Spanish were definitely after God, Glory or Gold (the other 3 G's) when they wanted to come to America BUT as an individual, If your 3 G’s are in place you can sincerely traverse towards the final G which is Growth. Remember one thing – if you are happy and if your self-esteem is high there is no one on earth you need to be your emotional dustbin as you will become so balanced that growth will come very naturally to you as days, months and years pass by.

Way to Go! Happy New Year!

The Cost of Life

Like almost every day, we were driving. Just as we were enjoying an old track on the FM and talking…we couldn’t miss a young man…in his twenties, on a motorcycle without a helmet, speeding so high…almost flying on the soaked slippery road due to rains, gambling his not so precious life and over-passing the red signals, one after the other. After some time, the man on the motorbike was undetectable…out of our sight but unquestionably not out of our mind!

The FM was almost on mute now. We were terrified of the speed and started pondering why Indians, particularly the youth do not value their lives, rather, aim to live in the present, without thinking a little about their future…

I revisited my thoughts from the morning and came across the following questions and observations about why we have stopped valuing our lives.

·       Is it due to the law of demand and supply that human beings who are more in supply in India (1.2 billion plus) are less respected, while in the U.S. their supply is less (300 million) and hence they are more in demand? Just because we are in surplus?

·     Or, does it have to do with the state enforcing the laws more strictly?

·     Or, does it have to do with what many of us say “the typical Indian mentality” — to break rules and take things for granted in a “chalta hai” “kee farak paenda hai” or “janta nai mera baap kaun hai” attitude?

·    Morality - Money is the focus, not morality. Its not how we earn money, but if I can arrange bribe, my work gets done in most of the cases.

·      Selfish Motives – if an issue is not my issue, I wont raise any voice because who wants to goto court etc

·     No ownership – The government is blamed for everything and it is too easy to break rules.

·    Is it the economy? The central bank (RBI) raises interest rates whenever inflation mounts in order to reduce the liquidity of money in the market. Larger number of people equals lesser "value" of each individual and in our case it is billions!

·    TV and print media covers events like act of terrorism, train mishaps, hijacks, rapes, landslides, accidents, earthquakes, stampedes, murders for a day and then get back to their crispy news of Celebrity events or Cricket buzz

·     Why is the healthcare, Police force and the quality of living better in the US?Is it just technology or is it the attitude towards life?

·     Is the choice of our idols or role models wrong?

·     Is it the easy accessibility of money that we just want to live in the present? Rich fathers, theft, shop lifting, prostitution, swiping cards everywhere, easy loans and EMI’s?

·      Or Is it the glamorous life that we are turning our wants into our needs, till it all ends? – Drugs, designer clothes, gadgets, luxurious cars, mansions and vacations that we have forgotten all other things such as being a Human first and then a VVIP.

All in all, if we start valuing our lives, we will NOT leave behind a wretched generation by setting a wrong example for them and their future.

Happy, Sad, Angry or all of the above?

 

Sometimes you’re the statue and sometimes you are a pigeon sitting on it…

Life is unpredictable. Life makes you play different roles. We are different in office, different at home, different with our parents and different with our spouse. And then there are movies about split personality whereas an average normal person plays at least 5 roles every day. Girls mostly, have mood swings which can be also called seasonal depression which mostly happens during winters. Also, in rains and summers. If a person has an abnormal level of one or several of certain neuro transmitters in their brain, it may result in having mood swings or a mood disorder.

We are not complicated. It’s just those mood swings that keep our feelings muddled. Also observed in women, ladies and females. But men are moodier than women. They get bored easily and have to be distracted from time to time. Oo ..Brownie! There is specie of cockroaches that can fly! Where was I? Yeah, so the typical symptoms of our swingy neurons include lack of energy, fatigue, drowsiness, and oversleeping with a side order of naps. Other symptoms include decreased focus, difficulty in concentrating and stalking profiles on social media. People who suffer from a depression often withdraw. Most often that withdrawal is from an ATM machine to pay for the wine that will combat the shift in mood because we all know is that wine makes one happy. Life and tacos go hand in hand. You need something or someone to go with it, be it salsa or a dip or family/ spouse or friends in the latter case of course, you wouldn’t eat your husband with a taco OR would you haha! I am hungry now.

My main point is that in the midst of the roles you play, do not lose yourself. You may be a responsible wife and a loving mother and the most sincere daughter in law BUT do not turn into an amoebic personality inside. You know the sticky object (I thought it was sticky and gooey in the biology book) “amoeba”, that takes any shape and has a nucleus inside. In our case, the spine should stay and it stays for good. Do not lose it.

Chocolate can make one happy, but ask someone who works in a chocolate factory and smells chocola all day, he would loath it because it would be a part of his daily job. So it is clear that what comforts you and makes you happy might not comfort someone else. It is an individual’s comfort pick. Do different things from time to time. The humdrum would be avoided in that case. Pack your bags and go to an unknown place once in 2 months, do not always plan! Be spontaneous and explore the adventures of life. Your mood becomes mundane and yearns for a change, this is when stress builds up and normal events makes one happy sad and angry all at the same time. Hide the laptop and mobile under your bed and explore the roads. Spend time physically not the e-way (watsapp, facebook, emails and sms’s). This would help you to distract from your mood swings.

The author is so wise that she preaches what she blogs about. She went for a long nice walk after writing the post. She also has a list of her favourite things that she does from time to time to reach out to the 5-year old within. We don’t call that immature like earning a lot of money and saving it to spend on buying shoes, clothes and bags.